:: Tinta Teman ::

Bismillah... cinta selayaknya seperti seekor rama-rama.. semakin kalian mengejarnya, semakin jauh ia terbang meninggalkan kalian.. biarkan rama-ramamu terbang kemana saja ia suka.. siapa tahu.. bila ia lelah dan tidak sedar akan kewujudanmu, ia bakal mengibaskan sayapnya ke arahmu, menumpang teduh dari panas, hujan, badai duniawi, dalam keadaan yang kau tidak sangka.. mungkin saja rama-rama yang kau kejar itu, bukan rama-rama yang Allah peruntukkan buatmu.. sekali baca, mcm bunga2 gitu.. dua kali baca, mcm dh konpius.. tiga kali baca, terpaksa la bukak kamus.. huhu~ tp yg jelas lagi kristal: mungkin saja rama-rama yang kau kejar itu, bukan rama-rama yang Allah peruntukkan buatmu.. pengajarannya: tak perlu kejar2 cinta dunia.. sbb awal2 lg Allah dh tetapkn jodoh kite sume.. *cinta dunia refers to 'cinta yg menodai iman', yg menjadikan Tuhan bukan number one! cinta ini bukan saja subjektif, malah sgt kreatif; ter...

Bismillah... I feel like I'm walking on thin ice... any moment now it's gonna break~ or maybe I'm lost in the Forbidden Forest.. can't find the way out~ *coz maybe I juz like being lost n subconsciously don't wanna get out?* Life isn't some Thriller or Entertainment Park.. I know that.. but then..there's always the word 'but'... lurking around for me to use it as an excuse.. Waking up isn't as easy as ABC.. *really-- even learning ABC is not that easy* What am I waiting for?? for my soul to be sucked up? for my life to end? The never ending conflicts in life.. Yet Allah promised us His Jannah... A motivation to be grasped.. And what a fool I have been.. What stupid things I have made.. What an idiot I am becoming.. If only actions are easily taken.. as in words easily typed.. O Allah.. forgive me of my sins.. and of my ignorance.. and especially of my arro...