:: Dari Ummiku Tercinta ::



Anakku...

Bila Ummi boleh memilih apakah Ummi berbadan langsing

atau berbadan besar kerana mengandungmu,

……... maka Ummi memilih mengandungkanmu..

Kerana dalam mengandungmu Ummi merasakan keajaiban dan kebesaran Allah

Sembilan bulan nak... Engkau hidup di perut Ummi

Engkau ikut kemana jua Ummi pergi

Engkau ikut merasakan ketika jantung Ummi berdetak kerana kebahagiaan

Engkau menendang rahim Ummi tika engkau merasa tidak nyaman,

tika Ummi kecewa dan berurai air mata


Anakku...

Bila Ummi boleh memilih apakah Ummi dibedah saja,

atau Ummi harus berjuang melahirkanmu,

……maka Ummi memilih berjuang melahirkanmu....

Kerana menunggu dari jam ke jam, minit ke minit kelahiranmu,

adalah seperti menunggu memasuki salah satu pintu syurga

Kedahsyatan perjuanganmu untuk mencari jalan keluar ke dunia sangat Ummi rasakan

Dan saat itulah kebesaran Allah menyelimuti kita berdua

Malaikat tersenyum diantara peluh dan erangan rasa sakit,

yang tak mungkin dapat Ummi ceritakan kepada siapapun jua


Dan ketika engkau hadir, tangismu memecah dunia

Saat itulah... saat paling membahagiakan

Segala sakit & derita terbang jauh melihatkan dirimu yang merah

Mendengarkan baba mu mengumandangkan adzan,

Kalimat syahadat kebesaran Allah dan penetapan hati tentang junjungan kita Rasulullah,

ditelinga mungilmu...


Anakku...

Bila Ummi boleh memilih apakah Ummi berdada indah,

atau harus bangun ditengah malam untuk menyusuimu,

………maka Ummi memilih menyusuimu...

Kerana dengan menyusuimu Ummi telah membekali hidupmu dengan titisan-titisan dan tegukan-tegukan yang sangat berharga

Merasakan kehangatan bibir dan badanmu didada Ummi adalah sebuah rasa luar biasa yang orang lain tidak mungkin rasakan


Tetapi anakku...

Perjalanan hidup perlukan pilihan...

Jika dengan pilihan Ummi, engkau merasa sepi dan merana,

maka maafkanlah, nak... Maafkan Ummi...

Percayalah... Sepi dan ranamu adalah sebahagian duka Ummi


Andai... dengan pilihan Ummi, engkau merasa bahagia & bertuah,

maka panjatlah kesyukuran pada Allah nanti,

dan bila kau pergi buatlah dunia merasa kehilangan..

Percayalah... tuah & bahagiamu adalah sebagian ria Ummi


Hari ini, tika usiamu melusuri 21 tahun

Ummi redha melepas bebas diri mu

Namun ikatan kasih kan terus mengikat jiwa-jiwa kita

Percayalah…K Long tetap belahan jiwa Ummi...


Love You Much

Ummi

6 Mac 2008

7.27am


_______________________________________________________________


(My Mother - Yusuf Islam)

Who should you give your love to?
Your respect and your honour to?
Who should you pay good mind to - after Allah, and Rasullullah?
Comes your Mother..
Who next? Your Mother..
Who next? Your Mother..
And then you Father~


(...................)


Say Alhamdulillah,
Thank you Allah
Thank You Allah for my Mother


____________________________________________________________


THANK YOU UMMI...

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH ^_^



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